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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Oh Man!


2009 has so far proven to be a real struggle for my marriage.. Fight after fight after fight.. I do so much for my husband and I wish he'd realise how much. I wish he'd see us as equals but at the end of the day when he says something he expects me to bow down and just listen.. I guess it's how his parents were so that's what he finds normal.. Yeah well your parents are divorced now, and were miserable through out most of their marriage.. So change would do you good!

What will be will be! This is going to be a hard one to try to get through..... I would consider some form of counceling but Tas would never go for that!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Ohhhh Reunion!


Well it's been 10 years since I graduated from high school.. OMFG can i feel any older? 1999 was the best year for me.. I had started seeing Tas at the beginning of the year, so all my books said Leni Tsolakis Loves Tas Katsanis! This was scrolled around the school everywhere... ROFL


Before year 12 the girls in our year level who hung out together always had the odd arguement and shit, but in year 12 everyone came together and just got along awesome.


There were some shit hot parties. Ohh the parties.. Such fun!! At this time I loved living out of home or at Tas' as I could do whatever I wanted when ever I wanted.. So year 12 was quite fun!


I must say this was the most confident part of my life. I was happy with myself (mostly) and wasn't ashamed of my body at all.. In fact I was known for flashing my bum to pretty much any one who cared to look (year 11 and 12)..


Ahhh such great memories... ROFL


But anyway back to 2009! Mmmmmmm!


I'm very anxious about this upcoming reunion.. Though in saying that I don have a good 7 months to prepare myself. I vow that I will lose as much weight as possible in order to still wow these people.

Why do I care I hear you say?? Well these people know me as a tiny size 6! I feel terrible about the state of my body and if this is what is going to push me further than so be it.

I really have a paranoia about seeing people from high school unless I really trust them. I don't want to be the person that people say "oh Leni has put on weight hasn't she?" Shallow of me I know but it's the way I feel.


So in saying that.. I need to weigh myself to know where I'm starting from.. I CAN DO THIS! JUST PUT YOUR MIND TO IT FATTY!!!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

New Blog!

I decided to start over with my blog.. All fresh for 2009! Well I'm already a few months late, but I can recap on all that has happened this year so far!

Well my little man Billy began grade prep.. It was such an emotional day. I was in disbelief the whole day thinking hmmm can this really be happening...
He is loving prep though, and doing great. He had his prep assessment and he was given a higher than average grade so I was very proud.

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On the 25th Jan I turned 27! At the last minute it was decided we'd have a house cooling party to coinside with my 27th and Tas' 29th..
Awesome night.. We decided on a cocktail party with a Hollywood theme.. It F&*KING rocked!
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On Feb 13th, we moved into our new home. We have settled in nicely here and it feels like home already. There is heaps more to clean here but I have found that I'm managing it quite well along with the kids, hubby and working. So YAY for me!

On the 27th Feb I went to see Sheree in QLD for her 30th birthday.. There were many of us there from all around Australia and I tell you it was such a fantastic weekend...
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Nikki and I have known each other since early 05. We've always been close and it was so fantastic to finally meet her.. I love her to bits!
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Me and Nay at the party.. I needed to get her to travel who knows how many miles away to realise that she loves these girls just as much as I do...
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Me, Nikki and Kym (Kym wore a skirt :P )
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Good shot!!
Jane, Me, Nikki and Nay! Rock On ♥
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Kazza absolutely rocked man
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Next morning! Had absolutely no sleep, so a little worse for wear!
Samantha, Nay,Bobbie, Kym,Leni, Nikki and Angie
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