Well it's been 10 years since I graduated from high school.. OMFG can i feel any older? 1999 was the best year for me.. I had started seeing Tas at the beginning of the year, so all my books said Leni Tsolakis Loves Tas Katsanis! This was scrolled around the school everywhere... ROFL
Before year 12 the girls in our year level who hung out together always had the odd arguement and shit, but in year 12 everyone came together and just got along awesome.
There were some shit hot parties. Ohh the parties.. Such fun!! At this time I loved living out of home or at Tas' as I could do whatever I wanted when ever I wanted.. So year 12 was quite fun!
I must say this was the most confident part of my life. I was happy with myself (mostly) and wasn't ashamed of my body at all.. In fact I was known for flashing my bum to pretty much any one who cared to look (year 11 and 12)..
Ahhh such great memories... ROFL
But anyway back to 2009! Mmmmmmm!
I'm very anxious about this upcoming reunion.. Though in saying that I don have a good 7 months to prepare myself. I vow that I will lose as much weight as possible in order to still wow these people.
Why do I care I hear you say?? Well these people know me as a tiny size 6! I feel terrible about the state of my body and if this is what is going to push me further than so be it.
I really have a paranoia about seeing people from high school unless I really trust them. I don't want to be the person that people say "oh Leni has put on weight hasn't she?" Shallow of me I know but it's the way I feel.
So in saying that.. I need to weigh myself to know where I'm starting from.. I CAN DO THIS! JUST PUT YOUR MIND TO IT FATTY!!!!
2 comments:
I think your beautiful just way you are *mwah*
Me too.....and so will all your old school mates. That said I also had the panick attack leading up to my reunion. Unlike you though my memories wern't as fond and I was a bundle of nerves as I met the highschool bitches once again. I drank too much cos I was so nervous and probably made an arse of myself once again being the laughing stock of the year level. Just be yourself. If you want to lose some weight to be healthy, awesome.....but if your setting out to do it for your reunion you will put too much pressure on yourself. XXX
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